To these pages I give my heart
To these pages I give my dreams
To these pages I give my blood
These pages my tears these pages my sweat
To these pages I give my screams
Of agony
Of disappointment
Of pleasure
Of pain
My screams to the stars and to the bedrock to the faces on the streets to the faces inches from my own and thousand upon thousand of miles away
To these pages I give my confusion
My unsolved puzzles my head scratchers hair pullers nail biters and sleepless nighters
To these pages I give the eyes of all the boys that I ever loved or thought about loving or regretted loving or will love or
might never love
But almost did
To these pace I give the things I cannot change
The things I deserve but will never get
The final push that wasn’t in me
The decisions that didn’t go my way
In these pages I put life where there was only empty space
Summer 2014
To these pages I give my dreams
To these pages I give my blood
These pages my tears these pages my sweat
To these pages I give my screams
Of agony
Of disappointment
Of pleasure
Of pain
My screams to the stars and to the bedrock to the faces on the streets to the faces inches from my own and thousand upon thousand of miles away
To these pages I give my confusion
My unsolved puzzles my head scratchers hair pullers nail biters and sleepless nighters
To these pages I give the eyes of all the boys that I ever loved or thought about loving or regretted loving or will love or
might never love
But almost did
To these pace I give the things I cannot change
The things I deserve but will never get
The final push that wasn’t in me
The decisions that didn’t go my way
In these pages I put life where there was only empty space
Summer 2014